im down with sorethroat right now. and maybe, im having fever! please, i hate being sick! yesterday, i walked two kilometres home under the cold heavy rain as i missed the bustop. and i feel so stress-free when i did that. i think, that causes me to be so lethargic at this moment.

so, had chemistry and mathematics paper one today. and i guess, i can pass my chemistry. all thanks to shasha as yesterday she helped to screw in chemistry formulaes and in fact everything that came out for the paper today. but as for mathematics paper one, i skipped around four to five questions. and maybe, i will fail badly for my paper one. and im effing scared. however, its not only me who thinks that way, in fact, the whole sec four normal acad kids says that too. i will be happy enough if i at least get a just pass for my paper one, insyallah. go faisal go!

during break, i saw her in the canteen with her group of friends. and i tried my best not to look. but i just can't, i did look at her and stare at her when she doesn't notice me. she's smiling from ear to ear and i can see that shes happy. thats good, i'll kill this feeling towards the girl called gadissekolahadalahcinta as soon as possible. and for sure, it takes time.