this fcuked up feeling is still not fading. sorry about my previous post. i don't really love typing the negative side of me in this blog everytime. but, i'm forced to type just for the sake of clearing my toughts. nothing much happen today. im really happy having a day out with hamimmah that i didn't even think about my deadly sufferings. thanks eh mimmah. till here, coz i'm really not in the state of typing long long post. goodbyes.