such a great day today.
woke up at 1000 hrs and then get ready to meet AINbelle by 1300 hrs.
worse, i reach at the mrt station five minutes late as the bus was damn slow.
so sorry ain.
first stop is Toa Payoh is she needed to pass her friend something.
after that, we went to Somerset to walk walk.
and is like not as crowded as usual.
went to Cineleisure then to Hereen and then to Far East Plaza.
and then she headed home.
after that went to RC to meet up with the rest.
slacked till 2130 hrs and then i went home.
heard that MOS underage party yesterday is damn happening.
fcuk, miss out as i didnt follow them.
ouh nevermine.
thats all.
thanks to her for the day out.

thanks to the fellow tag-ers, friendster mate for testimonials and face
to face wishes.
they are;
mother, syahirah, faezah, syiradolly, fifi, mahirah, alfira, kamaliah, nana, fadilah, atikah, afiqah, ainy, ain, lala, angie, fazilah, sarah, fatin, afida, sok ling, ashila, wani, shikin, keciq, daliana, amy mira, hafizah, fikri, ashraff, firdaus, hafiz, assrezal, hadi, zaini, baqir, mazlan, haikal, mr ryo tham.
and to mother, thanks for the G-SHOCK watch.
to shameer, thanks for the one stick.
to aniysh, thanks for the freshbox tee.
to wann hamimmah, thanks for the sekotak cokelat
and bubble tea.
to juffri, thanks for the adidas tee.
and to ainbelle, thanks for the day out tomorow.
dats all!
(i will keep updating the names till midnight)

i think, this is not gonna be a holiday.
well, secondary three life is also difficult and stressing okay!
lets see, the schedule is:
30 may - parents teacher meeting, cca till evening.
31 may - physics and maths till afternoon.
2 june - phyiscs till before noon.
3 june - gentarasa till late night.
8 june - art till afternoon.
9 june - cca and art till afternoon.
12 june to 16 june - cca till afternoon.
20 june - cca till afternoon.
22 june to 23 june - cca till afternoon.
24 june - hopefully free.
every friday - dikir training till late night.
any free days - go out with groups of people that we janji especially
schoolmates, dikir company, wazzy, AINbelle, aniysh and wann, ex-lala, mendaki mates with
miss hana and mr hafiiz and also any others till late night.
(p.s : do beep me for the dates and times!)
thats al the things but not yet everything.
ok thats all.

finally its holiday and i now can attend all my trainings.
waited with darwis for firdaus for one damn hours.
fcuker.
then straight to kampong ubi cc.
meet up the rest.
we talk talk for awhile and there goes the training.
and it was all out with the air-con spoilt.
ended with wau bulan and then all slack at
eunos coffee shop till 2230 hrs.
we planned to watch the mega perdana finals which is
at esplanade on this 1 july.
the ticket is $28, $38 and $48.
and we all plan to get the middle sit which
is the $38.
where to korek the money.
haiyo.
i need job but im only going to be fifteen.
damn.
ok nevermine.
thats all!

reach school 0730 hrs exactly.
nasib baik tidak lambat.
at around 0800 hrs, there is motivational talk
till 0900 hrs plus.
the talk is great and funny too.
at 0900 hrs, the so called "actors" must get out
of hall quietly without making the other students notice.
we were told to have our reccess and then to get ready.
all then were told to meet at science labotary.
the equipments were all fixed already.
and we have some short rehearsal there.
and the smoke and fire was so real.
and some of them were painted with red paint and
it look so real as if its a blood.
at 1100 hrs, the explosion began.
booom!
and all take our own role.
Mushlihin and Me were the so called missing person.
we have to run around school while shouting.
and then hide in one class while the others act injured.
this is to test the teachers wheter they are ready or not.
we both plan to hide under the class table for about an hour but the
teachers still can't find us.
there were even three groups of teacher go in and out of our room,
but they can't also find us.
finally we gave up and tend to make noise and stand
outside the class.
one of the teacher who are not involve in this thing
saw us and we quickly ran into the room
again to hide.
unfortunately, he still can't find us.
i don't know wtf will happen if this is not and emergency
test.
i think we will die in the class.
its a great day lahh.
till here.
thats all!


to atikah, happy 15 birthday!
and kau hanya tua aku lima hari.
see you in the next family gathering.
take care.

its like, monday never go school,
tuesday go school, today never go school,
tomorow go school and friday maybe not going school.
its like all plan.
haahaaa.
i have really no mood for school.
what for go school if i have taken all my results
and check all my exam papers.
the worse think is, overall, i failed 3 subjects which
is combined science, combined humanities and also
mathematics.
therefore, on this 30 may 2006,
my parents are needed to come school for
parents teacher meeting to get my report book.
wtf.
and humans i don't need any birthday bash on that day!
okay thanks!

twenty-two may two zero zero six.

early in the morning at 0635 hrs was told to wake up.
unfortunately, today i really have no mood
for school.
as Ashraff was waiting at my doorstep,
i quickly get ready for school.
while walking pass by Mimmah's block,
Aniysh sms me that they are not going to school
with us.
meet up with Firdaus and Daliana.
then we walk towards 27 bustop.
as i really have no mood for school,
i turned around and walk back home leaving
the three of them.
sorry arh.
hoping that the some of the RC dudes or dudettes did
not attend school too so i can slack with them
rather then sitting at home.



twenty-one may two zero zero six.

after madrasah, went home straightaway.
today, there is Mega Perdana Semi Final but
the ticket was already sold out.
therefore, i will miss their performance for two times
already, but maybe, i will be going to watch their Finals
at esplanade but the ticket definitely will be around
30 bucks over.
insyallah.
since there is nothing to do, i followed my family
to Aunt Fauziah house to celebrate her birthday.
my real intention is actually to meet all my cousins there.
but most of them did not come.
only the small small one.
overall, its a fun and boring day.



twenty may two zero zero six.

after mendak-i, Miss Hana treat us kfc.
there were only six of us as the others already went
home.
she treat us a lot and i felt paiseh as all these while
i always quarell with her in class.
nevermine lah, she's kind actually and also so called sporting.
sorry and thanks alot for the treat!
suppose to meet Mimmah, Aniysh and Mazlan as
we plan to celebrate Mimmah's birthday.
try to contact Mazlan but he just didn't answer my call.
finally, Hafieza call me saying that Mazlan and her have the
Young Leaders thing going on.
therefore, only left with the three of us and worse of all
im the only guy.
went to Marina Square to disturb Russady at work, went walking
all over City Hall, then Far East plaza to eat and finally took the train
to Bugis and walk walk around Bugis village and Bugis Junction.
get to know that NURULbelle was actually at City Hall.
tought of meeting her up but the both of us was tired.
so, it was cancel again.
today Aniysh brought 60 over bucks and she belanja baju
Freshbox which cost 16 dollars and 90 cents.
for me, she just add 8 dollars.
aniwae, thanks-zah!
take 80 home and slack around RC area till 2130 hrs then
went to RC to salam salaman with Fik, Kecik, Dave, Juffri,
Afiq and Ashraff.
Thats all!

THANKS TO AINY.

tomorow, one snickers for you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIMMAH.

okay okay.

school was fine today.

get our results.

failed my elementry maths and combined science.

pass my art and malay.

after school went home to get something.

then off to mimmah block to meet Shakeer,

Shameer, Firdaus, Zaini, Helmi and Mimmah.

Joke all the day.

"kereta langgar tembok = NASI LEMAK"

and all laugh loudly in a sarcastic way.

hahahaa.

kentang sehh.

then off to RC, salam salaman.

then Mimmah and me walk home.

the end.

Everythink ended on 130506 at 1032.

Its only three solid days to our first

anniverssary but we broke up.

Its the best for the both of us.

Sorry for hurting you.

Chatted with old NurulBelle on 130506

and get to know that she has the same case too.

NurulBelle = Faisal.

[dont get the wrong toughts!]

Hahaaa.

Plan to meet NurulBelle today to tuition her

in her Mathematics subject but it was

cancelled due to some problems.

Therefore, meet the Art students in my class

to do our work together.

After that meet Syed, Missah and Mimmah.

We slack at Serangoon till 1930 hrs and we went home

walking after that.

Tomorow is my worst nightmare of all.

Need to sit for three hours paper.

And i hope its not going to be too long

or too quick.

Have completed about 85% of my work

and just need to touch up the color

and shadings.

Hope that everythink will go on smoothly

tomorow.

insyallah.

Feeling half hearted now.
Just sick of her promises.

Once is okay, twice is okay okay,

thrice is acceptable.

But if 4 times making people hurt,

dats fcuking stupid to trust her again.

Now considering wheter to "patah"

our relationship or not.

Thats all.

Thanks for reading.

Two more paper.

Had Geograpy paper today.
Its easy lahh.
Only maths paper is damn difficult.
Two more papers to go.
Chemistry and Art & Design and i can
enjoy.
Friday will be vesak day, saturday and
sunday no school and monday need not need
to attend school as there is no paper!
Wohooo!
After school went to Art room to
meet Sarah as we want to complete our
prep work.
Finally i started on my art.
Thanks to mdm Noorlizah for her help
and also Sarah.
Thanks to Mdm Noorlizah again as
i get a job in this june holiday.
Being a sales promoter with the other
9 art students!
We will get thirty-five bucks per day!
Four times per week working.
Therefore, its sixteen times per month!
35 x 16= 560 bucks!
Wohooo.
Gerek sehh.
After art lesson,
meet Nurul.
We went RC to study with other guys.
Problems occur again.
But its is always settle by sorting things
out.
Thats all!
to readers, good luck for examination!

Everything was in mess yesterday.

Tears in Nurul eyes again

sank my heart.

It all finally end with a smile and laughter.

Quarelling is just part of a relationship.

Today, Physics paper was damn hard.

The whole class was angry of the setter whom

were our own Physics and Maths teacher.

He set the paper but there were alot of

mistakes.

Nevermine, human makes mistakes.

After Physics Exam, waited two hours for

Malay Listening.

While waiting, the "seventh heaven" were busy

settling their problems while we all have fun.

After Malay Listening, walk hurriedly

toward the side gate bustop to meet Nurul.

Waited for about forty-five minutes for her arrival.

I dont mind waiting as i miss her!

Hahaaa.

She was from Ang Mo Kio alone in the bus

when she sms-ed.

Went to Compass Point with her and walk walk.

The best part is, we are now very close and no more

misunderstanding in us.

Seven more days for ART exam and i haven't

even started on anything.

I need an artist to help me or just any art students

to help.

Thats all!

Such a bad day today and finally it turn out to be okay.

Last nite have the feeling like breaking upwith Nurul

because of some crucial problems.

People here and there are talking bad things about her

and most of them ask me to stopour relationship.

They say, she's spoilt and so called hanyut.

Its not hundred percent that those people say is

relevently true.

After thinking the whole day over it,

finally i fifty fifty disagree of breaking up.

Everyone can change to better one's rite.

To me, she's much more better in her attitude now.

After school, talk things out with her and the worse thing

is she cried alot when i told her about people's saying.

The two sentence that i clearly remember while

she's crying is, "orang da berubah, but why no one

notice it" and "why must there be

manusia that nak hancurkan relationship kiter".

Those words really change myself to trust her more.

Touching ehk! Hahahaa. But, its true!

Finally, we are now back as usual plus more better now

in our relationship.

One phrase, "judge urself before judging anyone".

Thats all!

YESTERDAY.

It was a great day.Suppose to be an outing for all Art students in 3n7but only six turned up. Planning to take pictures regarding our theme. The worse thing is when we reach our meeting place, Fajr told us that he left his camera at home! Luckily he has is PDA with him. I took some picture of Stamford Raffles, Asean Civilisation Museum, Fullerton Hotel. All of it is a British civilize building. After taking pictures, went walking around at Far East Plaza. Fun day. Lots of laughter.

• TODAY.

Normal day today. Fill with laughter and stress. Exams was like two more days from today! If mid-year fail, final year im gonna suffer. Thats the phrase that always been rewinding in my mind when i get stress about mid-year. WTH. After school, waited for Fatin to finish her Art. Waited for thirty minutes and im getting fed-up. But nevermine, worth waiting for her as i really miss her damn lots. Hahaa. Went to Hougang Mall with her and the other two. Eat Kfc, then headed to Punggol RC, sit sit for a while with the others and then sent her home. Finally, reached home at 1840 hrs and here i am. Tomorrow, will really do my last minute revision for Social Studies. Thats all. Good luck to all of you readers in everything you do especially examination!