i can feel the heat in my nose. i hate it when im sick. i got nose block and also bad cough. and just now, during geography paper, i slept till i drool on the paper. thank god that no one saw it. hahahaha, and i wasted one box of tissue paper since yesterday. i hope i pass my geography and maybe im not going school for physics paper tomorrow. "you need big rest", said the doctor. please, i want to get well, amin.

will be following mom and dad to Lavender to renew bro and my passport. guess what, they will be going to malaysia next month. and im trying hard to find reasons so i could actually stay at home. if i succeed, it will be a slumber party at my house. BEST. after renewing passport, will be going to nareeni's house with the schoolmates to watch the movie Jangan Pandang Belakang. well, its a very scary movie. and i can't wait to see it. okay, till here. much love readers.

yes, im avoiding you ________.

im down with sorethroat right now. and maybe, im having fever! please, i hate being sick! yesterday, i walked two kilometres home under the cold heavy rain as i missed the bustop. and i feel so stress-free when i did that. i think, that causes me to be so lethargic at this moment.

so, had chemistry and mathematics paper one today. and i guess, i can pass my chemistry. all thanks to shasha as yesterday she helped to screw in chemistry formulaes and in fact everything that came out for the paper today. but as for mathematics paper one, i skipped around four to five questions. and maybe, i will fail badly for my paper one. and im effing scared. however, its not only me who thinks that way, in fact, the whole sec four normal acad kids says that too. i will be happy enough if i at least get a just pass for my paper one, insyallah. go faisal go!

during break, i saw her in the canteen with her group of friends. and i tried my best not to look. but i just can't, i did look at her and stare at her when she doesn't notice me. she's smiling from ear to ear and i can see that shes happy. thats good, i'll kill this feeling towards the girl called gadissekolahadalahcinta as soon as possible. and for sure, it takes time.

its hard to look away, i don't know why i can't look away from you. i know, i will try hard to forget things. and, it takes time. thanks to those who had been helping me all these while.

so, english paper and malay paper was already over. and a few more papers to go. and i've been mugging hard this few days and as a result, i rarely online. my daily routine, after paper, went home and changed and off for mugging session till 10 pm. i really need to pass my mid year examination. insyallah.

so, tomorrow is social studies paper and i will promise myself not to sleep, draw or do whatever nonsense on the paper. hopefully yeahh. and after that, maybe slack with schoolmates for awhile and off to punggol to meet shasha to mug for friday paper which is chemistry and maths. for your info, thats my worst nightmare. okay, till here. i need some beauty sleep. wahuahuaa, goodbye fellow readers.

mengenangmu.