YESTERDAY

everything is finally over.
after many months of trainings and rehearsal mostly till midnight and night, its finally over.
but, i do miss the days when we are all together going through every shits.

hip hip horray to MLDDS,ELDDS,BAND,CHOIR,MEDIA CLUB and especially all the teachers.
mostly, all of us wanna thanks for ur support "SKY ACHIEVERS".
wahuhaua.
and yeahh, for the afternoon show we did not do that great.
but, as for the night show, its superb!

sorry to those that i've accidently langgar and those who i've scolded.
don't take it to the heart.
wahuahuahua.

best best, thanks to mdm sharifah especially for your adknowledgement when you saw me.
to mdm faezah and mdm lafrieda, please stay with us.
and don't go away, we can wipe ur tears!
i will update the pictures one fine day.
aniway, who's that guy in that presentation?
see this;
http://schools.moe.edu.sg/skss/eCard.swf
okay go!

SECOND POST.

this is just to clear my thoughts in my brain.
yeahhh, for now, im just too restless.
not that tired afterall.
nowadays, my mind are always stuck with cca, e.o.y examination, families, friends, life.
okay lets start;

1) cca.
tomorow will be having our 3rd last performance.
2nd last performance is performing at outside school which is by this month.
and the very last one is syf which is next year.

2)e.o.y examination.
its just a few weeks to go.
i've pass 3 of my common tests;
physics-28.5/50
maths-20/50
english-24/40
failed 2 papers;
geograpy-9/25
chemistry-10.5/somethink.
one unknown;
sosial studies- not yet given.
i just hope that i won't flung my e.o.y exams.

3)families.
have some small quarreling with my parents all the time.
yeahh, the always go with thier say and want to win.
well, nevermine.

4)friends.
which is a friend and which is enemy.
i still can't get things rite.
a friend in need is a friend indeed?
ouh whatthefcuk.
kentalans is what i can say.
and, no one is perfect.
perfect is no one.

5)life.
all the things above are related to this.
main thing is, just stop going for someone.
thats my resolution starting from now onwards.
first, i can't expect someone to think this way or feel this way.
and second, maybe, its not the time yet.
lets fate do all the talkings.

writting all this what you people call shits can help me clear some of those stress in mind.
aniway, thanks for reading all my post.
do tag if you wish to.
goodbye.

had inter-class floorball tournament today.
yeah, we won and draw all the secondary three classes.
and, we get the first prize.
wohoooo!
teamwork is the best!
sorry to those that i've injured them.
hahaaaa.

boredom seems to strike me everytime.
life is wonderful ahh?
okay okay laa.

being friends is the best way.
no use running after someone as it will finally turned out to be not right.
not giving up, but thats the best way.
not yet a fullstop.

tomorow is our grand performance and im just not in the right mood.
maybe, im just too exhausted this days.
well, nevermine.
lets just see.
okay go.
bye.

finished our second last rehearsal.
and it was so superb.
final rehearsal will be on wednesday morning and then...
the grand performance will start at 1400 hrs till 1700 hrs for the lower secondary and for the upper secondary is 1900 hrs till 2200 hrs.
wohoooo!
its will be great.

tomorow having floorball inter-class competition in the afternoon.
yes ahh.
injuries is not needed.
thanks.

meet zaini, shameer, fir and wan at dewan tong sampah to pass something and then went home with mimmah.
today's a laughing day.
wahuahuahuaa.
till here,
okay go!

YESTERDAY.

stress-free day.
went out with shameer and fir.
went to royal plaza on scotts.
and then off to heeren,off to farrer park.
and back to hougang mall, and to rc area.
and finally at home.

TODAY
bought something.

must complete one thing and get another thing.

meeting the others at 1230 hrs for breakfast and slacking.

tomorow final rehearsal!

two more days to floorball competition.

three more days to cultural night.

four more days to her birthday.

looking forward for it.

tomorow, will be going to school at 0650 hrs and went home maybe 0000 hrs.

thats gonna be so tiring.

i just love phototaking now.
not camwhoring ownself, but its taking picture of facinating things.
i just need a camera.
but now, handphone is just what i can use.
kan ainy?

suker ainy suker?
hahahaa.
below are pictures taken by my "wa-krak" handphone which captures my eyes;

lets move on.
honesty is just the best.
yesterday wont be forgotten, it will stay in mind.

okay, today meeting shameer, zaini and fir as they wanna go town.
im broke at this time and they wanna go.
whatthefcuk.
nevermine la.
i also need to get two things for that someone.
wohooo!
her birthday is drawing near rite.
you know, i know, we know.
hahahaaa.

thanks to those kind taggers.
and to those taggers who have nothing to do and disturb my blog.
thanks too cause i know u people are lack of love from you parents.
do get a life la.

after the long hours of chatting with her.
finally, she make me realised.
im here to blog about you.
only you.

what you say is true.
everything!
i will try to do what i say just now.
thanks, is what i can say now.
yeah, im too over before this.
thanks for telling me that.
thanks for those words that makes me change.
honestly, the 'brb' just now is because of the things mixing up in my brain and the little tears in my eyes that havent yet rolled down.
i just donnoe what to say.
thanks is the only word.

im honest now;
you make me realised everything.
you are great.
you are kind.
you are caring.
you are good.
you are everything in me.

people said that my previous layout is nicer.
but to me, i prefer this cause that previous one has many stupid tragic memories.
aniway, thanks for ur comments.
i appreciate it.

having some sort of fcuk-ed up feelings;

1)parents.
-they are just biased.
yeah, thats the only word to describe them.

2)studies.
-common test.
its difficult, and tomorow is humanities paper.
and art date due is like next three weeks?
and i dont want the word RETAIN in my dictionary.

3)relationship?
-maybe not ready for one.
or, i haven't found the right one.
or should i say, i haven't get to know someone that well.
yeah, as the older people say, we students -are just dalam cinta monyet.

4)time.
-need that for everything.
i mean everything.

ourhkay.
thats all.
i need to start mugging for the last two paper tomorow.
okay go!

yeah peoples.
i've change my skin.
thanks to the designer and blogskins.
and most of all, thanks to fadilah for searching this skin for me.
thanks ah!
but its not completed yet.
still under minor construction.
do give me comments!

okay okay, english paper is easy.
and physics is quite easy too.
this first two paper is not that hard as i think of.
okay best!
tomorow is maths and chemistry.
and, it makes me tremble now.
lets start mugging!

till here.
okay go!

no mood for madrasah.
meet up with fiezah, hadi, mazlan, ainy and hetty at sengkang cc for our small group study.
i did study something today.
tomorow is physics and english common test.
insyallah i will pass.
went home at 2000 hrs and straight to computer.
playing checkers with fadilah now.
hahaha, tua!
smiling alone tomorow.

most of them have been changing their blogskins.
and i envy their blogskins.
all nice nice.
i think i wanna change my layout too as it make my eyes goes to sleep.
i need comments for my new skin.
so, stay tune!

didn't attend mendak-i as i went to school for md adrian so-called tuition class at the coffee bean.
after studying and trying to put those formulae in my brain, it makes me love maths more.
meet up with mazlan, nini and fifi after that and off to CP to slack around and have our breakfast.
went home at around 1330 hrs and stood infront of the computer doing fifi's blogspot.
study physics for a while and now back here.
today, my afternoon is all spent at home.
and im getting so sick of the darkness at home.

they were so happy outside;
one was studying with the other friends.
-yeah, luper kawan kan. two faces+two heart lady! kalau takder kawan, kau carik kiter and step baik. (aniysh will know who im referring to)
one says wanna go down.
-instead, he hog on the phone without telling and i waited for one damn hour.
some having great fun out there.
-wtfcuk la peoples.

don't regret to those i mentioned above as, i would not look forward to you people anymore.
piece of shittacks.

state of mind~

class turned upside down today.
some of them just being too rude and more defiant.
and, common test was like three more days to go!
wtfcuk damn shit.
we, the front row people were all struggling.
and them, they were having fun.

after school, cancel those "planning".
went home at two and then get change for mldds.
reach school at three thirty and start rehearsal at five till six thirty.
clean mldds room and then slack under the block with some of them.

small story to share;
mimmah was then like vomiting at the small drain.
when i squad beside her, i was okay.
but when i stood up, my eyes go blank!
can't see things clearly and it seem like those in tevee.
serious shit siaa.
but one minute later, then im okay.
and thats so scary.
and i don't know whats the cause.
well nevermine.

attending short tuition with mr adriano at coffee bean.
i go okay 3n7.
see you guys there.

and yeah, she makes me smile "alone".

ouh my god.
kental buah lemons taggers in my tagboard.
name is, "SUM1 HU HATES YOU TOO" and "someone hu hates u".
kiwaak, thats ur name?
issit those name which is written in ur ez-link card.
oh kentals.
get a life.
why tag at my blog?
talk to my face laaa.
or, you two are just scared.
aniway, thanks for flooding my tagboard.
tag more kentalans.
i'm lovin it.

school and mldds was boring today.
get to know something new.
you love me? i'll love you if you are true.
chehh.

after mldds, went out of school.
saw this group of guys outside school.
i was just walking with my sweat-ter hanging over my body and then they think i was walking "sak-sak".
"sak-sak", what a word?
wtfcuk guys.
can't you fell the wind blowing.
and, it makes my sweat-ter move.
use ur brain, dont anyhow talk to me in that manner.
im not scared.
and you know you are wrong, please don't change topic.
im not "staring" you at all.
takder mase ahh.
its lame, again, im not scared of you.
and even your members.

i've quarrel with two group of guys which are so related to you.
first is the under block guys.
now, is your gangsteric guys.
whats all this?

kental buah lemons.
fcuk damn shit.
okay go!

pictures taken during saturday below;

this was the third entry for today.
i use all my senses.
and finally, i wrote it down here.

people nowadays love being sarcastic, hypocrites, irritating, dicriminator.
i know its not wrong.
but only if you are sarcastic in a good way, then its okay.
if you are irritating in a good way, then it should be okay.
and just, stop hating people, using people, influencing people.
because, what goes around comes around.
thats karma.
think!

some say im irritating.
if thats true, why you guys are mixing with me.
mix with other people laa kentals.
think think!

people advice because they care.
so, try to change to be a better one.
everyone is different.
nothing is impossible.
so, just think carefully.
do the right things.
think think think!

one more thing, do have the toughts of putting yourself in someone's shoe before you do anything.
because why, you can then feel what they will be facing.
yeahh humans.
think and think and think and think!
i know, no one is perfect.
okay go!

the previous entry may sound boring.
but, thats the only way to kill the boredom.

school can be rated violent today.
many public canings.
and defiant students.
oh my god.
a sinful crime.

this saturday, work at tepak sireh.
next monday, tuesday and wednesday will be having common test.
on 28 august, final rehearsal at kallang till late.
30 august is the big day.
2 september, kendarats under aniysh.
3 september, kendarats under syed.

thats my small schedule.
there's more event.
till here.
okay go!

aniysh, nurul ain wrote my name in the 7 lucky people.
so, this is for you guys;


7 random facts about me:
-human.
-islam my religion.
-irritating?
-loud.
-fifteen this year.
-making friends is my game.
-laughing out loud.

7 things that scare me:
-the 3200 tragedy.
-competitions.
-allah.
-kiamat sudah dekat.
-no more.
-no more.
-no more.

7 favourite musics at the moment:
-kerispatih ~ lagu rindu.
-bumi putra rockers ~ dari sinar mata.
-irwansyah ~ pecinta wanita.
-peterpan ~ mimpi yang sempurna.
-element ~ sadar tanpa dirimu.
-autumn to ashes ~ chloroform perfume.
-singapura dikir barat songs.

7 things i like most:
-friends.
-handphone.
-musics.
-stay out of home.
-cash.
-performances.
-love?

7 lucky people to do this:
-wazzy.
-sokling.
-nurul hudaa.
-amer solehin.
-nurul fatin.
-mazlan.
-you.

yesterday was great.
saw many of them there.
sorry for not tegor-ing.
the irritating part is the kiasu-ness of humans.
fcuking kiasu.
franch fireworks was a blast.

today, went out to meet them at the field and then slack slack till 1700 hrs.
full of laughter.

tomorow school.
i haven't yet started art on the black paper.
its now on the scrapbook only.
damn, die.
okay go!

yestersday rehearsal was so fcuk-ed up.
its was suppose to be rehearsal but the rehearsal only start at 2000 hrs.
long hours of waiting and we only stand outside to see our last postions.
might as well put a dummy rite.
all they worried for is the lighting and sounds.
but aniway, mldds teachers and peoples except some of them were loving.
great day, hot gossips, interesting news.
reach home around 2330 hrs.

going to esplanade by the bay again today.
last day of fireworks.
meeting the rest at compass point and its mostly mldds peeps at 1730 hrs.
then, meet the other three big groups at merlion there.
ouh, its gonna be great.

irritating her.
aku doakan terburuk bagimu.
last 18.

okay go!

meet up with sokling and kelly at sean block at 1340 hrs.
sorry as i was late.
took bus 161 till punggol cc and crossover for 27.
we reach our destination at arund 1430 hrs.
went to changi terminal one to eat and study there.
physics and chemistry is our subject for today.

at around 1730 hrs, we went to terminal two to watch the airplane take off.
after that went back to haugang and eat at joe's corner.
sat infront of a bapok-kia.
kiwaaak, it make me puke siaa.
kental buah lemon.

went to meet zaini, emi, shameer and fir at 698c and reach home around 2030 hrs.
laught out loud day today.

tomorow will be having our rehearsal at kallang teathre from after school till 2200 hrs.
its gonna be great.
thats all.
okay go!

if thats fierce.
its un-fierce for me.
gangster?
oh my, im not scared.
i do respect true gangster.
but that baru naik, you so kental buah lemon.

i'm not a gangster.
i also don't want to be one.
rejecting them is the best way.
police case?
3200 bucks.
i think people cant even do that in a number of days.
can't elaborate further.

a true gangster don't run away from police okay.
then u can call urself one.
don't talk big infront of me or even "bebual kerek" infront of me.
im not scared.
okay till here.

to those small quarrelling in hani's blog and aniysh's blog.
we have settle it.
so, start a new.
stop hitting each other.

okay go!

meet up with them at 1800 hrs.
then take train to city hall.
meet up with ain then.
then all of us move to esplanade.
there was about million people there.
very pack.
even pack-er than pasar geylang and baybeats.
walk till merlion to find faz, fifi, faizal, sarah, firdaus, nazrul, farhana, darwis.
watch the fireworks at 2100 hrs.
it as damn nice and cool.
after it ended we walk till behind the esplanade and met amer, saint and his fren.
finally, me and the four nuruls took the mrt home.
ramai giler sehhh.

drop at sengkang and me and nurul huda took 161 home.
reach home at 2300 hrs.
great day.
plus disturbing sms-es.
okay go!

national celebration in school is great especially the sengkang wave.
went straight home after that.
later at 1740 hrs will be meeting ainy, fieqah, ain and mazlan at Compass Point.
meeting fazli, fifi, faizal, nazrul, nini and the rest at esplanade.
we going to see fireworks.
kedebabommm!!
wohhooooo.
it will be great!

tomorow going to grandma house for national day celebration as it is located near kallang stadium.
can see airplanes, helicopter and fireworks.
hopefully, everyone will be there.

okay, singapore,
HAPPY 41 birthday tomorow.
okay go!

school was alrite today.
didnt get cought as mr adrian tan is so kind.
lessons can be rated average today.
except for mr tham period as he shout anyhow.
hahahaa.
after school, attend ceramics class.
did sculpture thing.
thats so cool.
and then meet zaini, fir and shameer.
slack till 2030 hrs and then walk home.

tomorow school will end at 1030 hrs.
go school or not?
i will think thrice.
but i think, 70% of my heart says go to school as i wanna talk to the bisu.
hahaa.

chatting with these red carnation girl..
hahahaa, crazy.
i know u will be reading this.
talk more okay? dont shy shy.
we are humans.
humans tak bisu.
hahahaaa.

the previous entry, im just letting out my feeling.
emotional arh?
hahahaa.
well, left about 49% till i can forget her.
its hard, but its over.
thanks to the readers who tag me.
i cheer-ed up already people.
all thanks to you people.

meeting rezal, noraisha and ainy at Compass Point to study 5 mins later.
they were all 3 same bloods.
and im outsiders.
paiseh siaak.
okay till here.
okay go!

sri hanifayana bte yahya.

the first time i know you, you made me happy.
days after days, i seem to worry.
i do everything for you.
i mean everything.
even going home till late everyday because of sending you home.
fought with parents and even friends just because of you.
i tend to make this relationship worth and be true to you.
i even dont contact any girls just because i have you.
but in return, money is more important to you.
and even scold me without thinking.
whats with you?
okay, i know its over now.
your hairclip is with me, your headband is with me.
your smell of your bvalgari perfume is still in my mind.
the song mimpi yang sempurna can't be forgotten.
your sweet messages.
the places where we use to walk.
tomorow we planned to meet.
but, it should be cancel as we are not together.
i hope, you get a life.
and just, take care.
i dont wish to have sweet revenge towards you.
its just over.
thanks for the sweet days.
it will stay as memories.

im not emo, i write what i feel.
thats all.

this thing always happen.
first day, we are too close.
after how many days, you seem like contacting me only sometime.
its hard to reach you.
and,
whats this thing?
is it only a play.
oh my.

till here.

meeting you everyday makes me wanna meet you everytime.
your laughter, your voice, your jokes, your tears and your sarcastic smile.
everything about sri hanifayana i should say.
i do miss it siaah.
and saturday is like 3 more days=3 more years.
love is so so sweet ahh.
hahaaaa.

today school can be rated average.
after school meet up with helmi and the rest to settle problems.
oh my god.
so stupid+bingit.
punk'd?
wahuahuahuaa.

okay till here.
much love.
okay go!

today was damn fun.
it was like 20 person going.
we all meet at hougang interchange at 1000 hrs.
took 89 to pasir ris park and reach there about 1130 hrs.
find a place to sit and we slack slack.
play by the sea, run run, play soccer, play frisbee, panjat panjat and stuff.

after that went to tampines mall to walk walk.
meet sri hanifayana after that off to her block area there.
sit sit and talk talk.
great day today.

tomorow school.
oh my god.
boring.
okay go!