life is just full of ups and downs.

nowadays, i feel so fcuk up with the surroundings.

it really makes me feel restless.

family, "friends", exams, school, teachers.

all those above makes me feel so restless.

now, school are just nothing.

i hate school.

serious shit.

i feel more secure with my void decks humans.

fasting?

honestly, im tired.

teachers?

stop with with ur biasness.

i just hate it.

examinations?

art, art, art.

when am i going to study?

family?

ouh, unexplainable.

friends?

say like you mean it lah.

stop it with the "faisal, kau lah kawan baik aku".

just, wtfcuk and get lost.

i swear i wont look at ur shitface when i talk to you peoples

siapa makan cili dier terase pedas okay?

and, keep on gossiping, caus im loving it.

i wish i was not in sengkang secondary.

thats a wish.

but nevermine, two more years to go.

now, i realised, keeping quiet in life like a geek is the best way.

till here,

to you, hope you say what you mean.

day be day, you makes my feelings fade.

okay bye.

the dark sky slowly pass over the blocks while covering the sun rays.
pressures of the cold wind resulted to the leafs dropping to the fertile soil.
yeahh, its going too rain.

the special day is just tomorow- Ramadhan month.
i hope, this ramadhan, i will try hard to fast.
insyallah.
unless, there is humans syaitans.
as you know, the syaitans are know being locked up.
now just left with humanic syaitanics.
insaf-ing is the best.
tonight, starts terawih.

lets kill the feelings.
now, concentrating for my final year is my resolution.
i wanna get good grades and sit for N levels next year.
i hope, the word retain will not be in my dictionary.
insyallah.

till here,
Acha Septriasa is sweet.
i hope theres someone like her.
aniway, Acha Septriasa is an indonesian artist.
okay go!

nothing much happen in school today.

just, mdm faezah and mr adrian was absent.

so, many free periods.

planning on my final design.

date due, next monday.

die die.

ouh, its hard.

went to Compass Point with ainy and mazlan.

just walk walk around and sit at library.

at 1500 hrs, meet up with yasmin and then sit at the void deck till 1830 hrs.

great day, romantik rapsodi.

sent her halfway home as i feel so weak.

meet up with the rest under my block for awhile.

and finally, home unsweet home.

no school day for secondary one, two and three tomorow.

sengkang secondary will be having this "unique" day which is e-learning day.

we still must study and do our work.

but, is all done at home via internet.

timetables was given for the subject change and some instruction.

cool ahh.

can on msn massenger, chat, listen to song and do the work given without looking at the teachers.

but, its just a waste of time doing this.

might as well we have lessons in class.

nevermine, its just a trial.

okay till here.

okay go!

YESTERDAY

had performance at bowen secondary.

meet so many of them there.

we slack during the performance as we had done it upteen times.

many problems happen before the performance.

thanks to mr zul and cikgu laf for solving the problem.

after that,

the prize presentation, our school won the first prize for the act.

congrats people.

had dinner at long john with ainy and mazlan and went home at 2200 hrs after meeting the rest for some matter.

TODAY

no mood day.

first period, was kicked out of class.

am i wrong to speak out what is right?

all of them supported me.

so whos in the wrong?

our parents pay school fees, so, we have the right to study.

and teachers can't throw tantrums on us anyhow and when they like.

fcuk off, who cares.

get report book after school.

ouh, my common test is so great but in the end, i got many underlines mark in report book = fail.

went to clean the mldds room.

thank you guys for your help.

now, its much more cleaner.

then do art at ainy's block there with ainy and mazlan.

completed my third page.

one more page and the final design to go!

wohoooo.

till here.

okay go!

okay, today had mldds.

quite boring as some of the best people didnt attend.

they are ainy, mazlan, fadzil and athirah.

having performance on bowen sec this monday.

we are performing just for the intervals in a gelangang manner.

cool ahh.

after mldds, went to Compass Point to walk walk and then straight home.

around 1600 hrs, meet up with shameer, zaini, helmi and wan for soccer.

its a great weather today.

very windy and cooling.

best best.

and now, im finally at home.

just ended talking to anish-tar for 1 hours and 46 minutes.

you are sweet plus cute and also everything nice.

till here.

okay go!

readers, thanks for reading this blog.
lets start;
i've been always going to people blog especially my links daily.
many nice story and fcuking bragging story.
its their blog and their say.

honestly, i do tag people blogs and post some shits last time.
i mean not fcuking them upside down but just being "sarcastic".
sorry to those i've tag.
i know, what goes around comes around.
but, as for me, humans tag stupid stuffs as thats blogger is being hated by.
thats the why.
they tag to make the person change but some shoot vulgarities which can turn to arguement.
however, the bloggers can still track those shit taggers.
yeah thats cool.
but just, its all in the mind.
do what is right.

and, vote for hady mirza.
he will be the next singapore idol.
hopefully ah.
okay go!

hello readers.
i donnoe what to write for today.
thanks for viewing my blog.
just, do tag always.
and put ur name there!
okay best.
okay go!

today lesson was not that happening.

we have experiment of mixing chemicals in sci lab.

teacher says, "dont anyhow mix, it will then be an explosion!"

cool ahh, we all tried, but nothing happen.

only some skin peeling of on my fingers.

irritating lesson.

common test;

pass my english, physics, maths and social studies.

failed geography and chemistry.

and im too excited.

after school, had mldds.

okay!

best best.

perjumpaan hari raya during november.

all geared up.

till here readers.

good bye.

okay go!

i've changed my blogskin.

okay, its not that nice.

i dit it myself and the help of blogger.

i need more help.

do give me comments.

today, went out.

just leypak session and went home at 2100 hrs.

just an okay okay day la.

oi, besok skolah!

oi, tomorow school!

wohoooo, best best.

art havent yet complete.

die die.

okay go!

sorry readers for not updating this few days.
been so busy.

lets start:

THURSDAY
meet up with yasmin at her area.
slack slack till 1900 hrs.
just a normal boring day.
caus, holiday scuks.

YESTERDAY
meet up with nurulfatin at bedok mrt at 1300 hrs.
not my school nurulfatin okay!
this nurulfatin is and old chat mate.
shes 30 minutes late, but nevermine.
took the train to lido and then buy tickets for movie.
movie start at 1600 hrs and we got two hours before it started.
we went to eat at fareast.
meet up with zaini and shameer for awhile and they off to work while nurulfatinand me straight for movie.
we watch forbidden siren.
okay! its suppose to b a horror movie.
but, it turn out to be funny plus horror.
only some scary parts.
one word, "boring".
okay nurulfatin, i know your boifren -zairi.
he's too familiar.
hahaaa.
off to peninsula as she wanted to buy her teeshirt and then rajawali crew call me to come for some sort of videoscreening.
full attendence needed ah.
sorry nurulfatin for the late info.
thanks for the day.

went to kampong ubi cc.
Cucu Datok Merah guys join us, and they were cool people.
get to know that we are needed for 8 episode screening and also one or two live performance.
okay cool.
slack at kedai kopi eunos till 2300 hrs and reach home at 0000 hrs.

TODAY
they were all working today.
im working, but just dont get any calls.
well nevermine.
im dead shit bored.

okay, two more days to school.
wohooo!
best best.
okay go!

this song has many meanings in it.
listen to it properly.
its nice and some say sweet.
to those who dont understand the words, im sorry.
because, i only listen to indonesian bands which mostly in malay.

okay, went out to town and bugis with fieqa and ainy.
bought this bagpack for school.
and topman teeshirt.
total three teeshirts bought this three days.
okay, this holiday, most of my money is spent for teeshirts.
i just need cash!

hanis-tar.
you are sweet.
okay go!

she wrote about me.
i will also write about you.
nurhanis bte rasali.
a hockey player from northland secondary.
only 14 years old.
she's cute.
i call you hani.
but, it sounds like that old hani.
nevermine, you are better.
okay go!

this is a proper update.
lets start;

went to grandmas house yesterday.
its bored as cousins are all not there.
went home around 2100 hrs and thats all.

today, will be going out to bugis with ainy, fiqah, mazlan and zel.
i need to get this preety haversack or this fred perry sling bag.
but fred perry sound like some sort of rudies rite?
nevermine laa, its nice.

five more days to school.
havent yet started my art which is to be submitted next week for final year.
im dead shit.
tomorow, friday no plans.
saturday will be at tepak sireh.
sunday also no plans.
okay go!

semua tersirat sebagai kenangan yang terindah.

okay, she say my blog is boring.
lets talk about her then.


yasmin binte ridzwan, thats her full name.
okay, secondary one girl.
from nearby school and live nearby.
so cute and funny.
the name yasmin sounds so sweet rite?
the name only ahh.
hahahaaa.
okay!!
yasmin, is this boring too?

okay, i've nothing to say.
nowadays, life is getting even bored.
but, nevermine, live life to the fullest.
okay go!

YESTERDAY

wohooo!
baju kurung putih girl.
she's so sweet.
but it all lasted when she finish her job.

okay, all the things mention above is during the kendarat.
lets start:

handphone start tuning to its noisy alarm clock at 0820 hrs.
quickly siap siap and off to cp.
uniform, black polo tee.
meet aniysh at 0914 hrs but we were actually to meet at 0900 hrs sharp.
standard-lah, janji melayu.
and, ainy was damn damn late.
as i said, janji melayu.
wahuahua.
took 87 and then change to 14.
reach the kendarat area at 1040 hrs.
we started off with arranging the chairs and then having our late breakfast.
around 1100 hrs we sat on the chair with full buckets of water infront of us.
okay go!
work started from 1100 hrs till 1800 hrs.
during those time, there comes the baju kuring putih girl.
yeah, shes so sweet.
and pretty too.
she was like the kendarat also, but shes there to send the used plates and cups.
when she come by, everyone was like looking at me and her.
okay people, i dont even know her but she seems familiar.
aniysh cousin, uncle and even his father kept disturbing the baju kurung girl and me non-stop.
okay, the were all cool people and funny!
i smile, the baju kurung putih girl also smiled.
at around 1700 hrs, she went home and she was like turning back while walking.
okay, i smiled and she smiled again.
its was all just a short fairytale.
just hope to bump onto her.
after the three of us have completed our work, we then take our money-money-money.
and then off to tampines for our so-called shopping.
bought a sweat-ter at S&K and also a nice tee-shirt at Miz 29.
total cost=$25.
and, half of my pay is gone just like that.
took 27 and off home.
nice day.
cool day.
fairytale-ize day.

TODAY
meeting fir, darwis, sidek in 20 minutes time for kompang at people wedding ceremony.
and yeah, yesterday's kompang is cool!
they mix dikir barat, kuda kepang plus kompang beat.
okay cool!
till here.
okay go!
ainy says, GO-LEK!