yesterday was so mendak.
thanks to zaini and wan for bringing her back.
now, the arguement had settle.
thanks dear.

well, ive been skipping some stupid bridging programme which is being held in school almost everyday.
is that compulsory?
ouh yar, im lazy.
it seems like the hari raya outing with my father side has already completed.
left with my mothers side, schoolmate, old schoolmate and friends.
money come, money go~
and yeah, talking about money, thanks to nuruuul ainy for offering me a space to work at lagun sari next few weeks.
wohooo!

okay readers, below are some pictures which ive just uploaded.
do press for a clearer look.

stay tune for more pictures in the next entry;

YESTERDAY
a family raya day out where the whole family will meet and move from house to house.
first house is at punggol, then mine, bishan, khatib, yishun.
fun and great day.
thanks to the cousins who made my day.

TODAY
suppose to meet Kelly early in the morning.
but yeah, she cant make it.
well, nevermine.
im really sick and tired of some humans ahh.
meeting zaini and zuan in thirty minutes time.
i can feel that my blog is so boring.
i need to change the layout one day.
so, stay tune.
okay go!

WEDNESDAY

went out with zaini, helmi and ida to tampines mall as they wanna get thier contact lens.

after that went to ida house as helmi want to get something.

then to the cafe located just beside ida's condo.

we played numerous of game and then cab home.

great day.

THURSDAY

its was our third day of hari raya but unfortunately, we need to be in school to get our report book and also help to clean the class.

its my last day in secondary three, so i better help out.

the final day of school in this year is also the most "memorable" day after three years in sengkang secondary.

i was told to wear the red vest during the prize giving ceremony in hall due to my tinted hair.

the worse part is, i need to go up to stage to get the floorball prize.

thanks to mr zul for his kindness for giving me the permission to take out my red vest before going up to stage and wear it back after that.

and, its only my first time wearing it.

what a bad luck.

after that, met up with the rest for jalan raya.

maybe, thats our last day going to people house on the third day as many doors are close.

well, we still have this tuesday.

so people, open up your door okay.

YESTERDAY

went out with KEL and fel to tampines.

watch the movie 'SILK'.

its quite scary la.

do watch it people!

after movie, meet up with zaini and ridzuan.

we proceed to the cafe near changi prison there for pool and slacking.

after the great game, we then went back to sengkang and sat under the block taking billions pictures of us.

great people, great day!

TODAY

today is family day out.

now, my grandmother and grandfather is in my home already.

after this, we will proceed to our uncles and aunties house.

gonna be happening.

till here, take care.

okay go!

thats true, this year hari raya is quite boring.
its all because school didnt close during this festive season.
but yeah, tomorrow is the last day of school.
i hope the hari raya scenery will be back after that.

YESTERDAY
first house is my grandmother house which is on mom side.
thats the place where we ate alot.
then to grandmother house which is from dad side which is just located nearby.
thats a place where the whole family will meet and start planning.
then to uncle ali house which is also located nearby.

10 mins walk i can say.
well, the young ones was told to walk as luqman should be tired if he go and comeback four times.
yeah, he just pass he's driving license.
mine, next three years.
best best.
after that to my grandma house again to psycho my moms bro to tansfer some of us to farrer park.
and yeah, the young ones must walk again!
and finally, the last house is our first uncle house which is located at tampines.
5 more family house from the dad side to go.
that should be on saturday!
i hope it gonna be happening.
thats all, selamat hari raya!

Firstly, i wanna wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.

im sorry if i've done wrong to you guys or post shits that you don't admire in my blog.

well well, everyone makes mistake.

AINY, i miss you ahh.

serious shit punya.

i won't be blogging that much during hari raya.

so, dont miss me okay??

hahahaaaa.

today will be meeting the rest at 1.30 p.m and slack slack.

will be going out again to geylang at 9.00 p.m till 3.00 a.m.

that will be fun.

okay, thats all.

do come my house okay.

just talk to me in msn, and i'll give you my adress if i love you.

okay go!

"it's no point blogging about someone you fight with.
they just don't care eventhough you're trying to apologize here.
like seriously."

did i say i don't care?

in other words, you are saying that im over ah.

thats a NO.

as you say, everybody wants to win.

so, you win laa.

macam budak budak eh kiter?

nevermine, say what you want to say.

i dont entertain this kind of friendship okay.

cause, i feel so stupid ahh.

i mean, very very stupid.

when i seems happy in class, im trying not to talk to anyone.

i ACT happy.

since yesterday, i won't be coming school and MLDDS training that often.

and, i won't be going on a hari raya trip with you all that often.

so, no need to worry.

till here.

i get promoted to sec 4NA next year.

Alhamdullillah.

best best.

ouh, aku tak ingin nak heboh hebohkan masalah.
im just me.
aku tak pentingkan diri sendiri.
i just feel like doing it that way.
macam budak budak kan?
takperla.
and yeah, i have better friends to look forward too and i think they are good.
best best.

went bugis with wann for the sake of shopping.
okay, i bought this shirt.
its nice la.
then reach home at 0715 pm and meet the rest at 0730 pm.
we slacked till 1000 pm and start thinking of our plans ahead.
thats all.

tomorow school.
my hair is black.
was told by many teachers that my attitude scuks.
okay, i will change now.
thanks.
okay go!

SECOND POST

i wrote this just for the sake of making you readers clear off ur mind especially those who kept asking me about you-know-who.
well, we didn't quarell.
its like so sudden we keep quiet.
now, i state my reason.

after sitting in the same classroom for three years, this is the way you do it.
kau wrote stupid things about me in your entry.
saying im this and that.
tapi, kau tak fikir aper orang rasa?
okay, bukan aku nak ungkit kisah yang lalu pada last month.
wow! da sebulan kita berdiam eh.
yelar, aku anggap kau as my close friend sia.
tapi macam stupid eh aku?

"you're like CHANGED".
okay, aku da berubah.
manusia berubah lah lady!

okay la, aku pon tak rasa nak berbual dengan kau lagi.
ini bukan merajuk tau!
tapi, macam useless.
nantikan, you say im IRRITATING, KPO, BISING.
SUKER you-know-who?
SUKER?
tapi kan, sapa yang selalu cerita pasal diri sendiri and mintak advice?
dengar dengar is kau kan?
okay la, thats all i want to confess.
nak katerkan, aku takder mase untuk ni tau.
tapi, im just stating all this as a fact.

thanks to you, you-know-who.
and sorry kalau aku pernah buat salah.
up to you to say anything shit about me.
i dont mind.
its your mouth, ur say.
okay la, till here.

by writing this, i hope you people dont ask me anymore question.
okay go!

NEXT YEAR, SECONDARY FOUR

yeahh, i was so shock!
seriously, i feel like crying siah.
hahahaa, best best.
i got promoted to sec 4na.

my overall,
First Page;
english(C5).
mother tongue(A2).
Second Page;
maths(U).
combined humanities(U).
combined science(U).
and, Third Page;
art(c5).

its a pass then.
but, its sad that there is many who retained.
dont worry, teacher will help you guys.
pray more.

now, i can start enjoying.
can celebrate raya peacefully.
best best.
okay go!

went to school for the sake of my results.

and yeah, get scolding from many teachers.

failed my maths, physics, chemistry, art.

but its all not badly fail- mostly 5 or 6 more marks needed.

pass my malay and english.

the list goes down row by row.

Mohamed Faisal Bin Mohamed Yusof----(F).

F=FAIR.

how can?

i didn't commit a major crime in school.

if yes also, i never get cought before.

i didn't wear red vest or yellow vest in my whole life in school.

mr adrian says, its about my hair and my attitude.

fcuk.

TWO more days till promotion day.

and now im at home as i feel like school will be bored today.

i just dont want the word RETAIN in my report book.

save me ah?

okay go!

NINE more days to Hari Raya.

best best.

baju kurung this year is light green and blue.

FOUR more days till Promotion Day.

seram seram.

i just want to be in sec 4NA.

insyallah.

BESOK sekolah eh?

ouh, see my mood.

i guess, i just dont want to go school anymore.

firstly my hair is long, secondly there is some colour on it, thirdly there will be one case waiting for me.

die die die.

EVERYDAY under the void deck.

sit sit and make some songs while strumming the guitar.

cool kan.

at least we do something good.

till here.

where's my taggers?

do flood me.

okay go!

let love come by itself~

ouhkay, im back.

exams stress has vanished from my mind.

but now, the promotion stress.

i just dont need the word RETAIN in my dictionary.

didnt attend school due to my laziness.

thanks to mr adrian tan for understanding.

went to mldds at 1500 hrs for short meeting.

plus some short advice from mdm faezah.

i didnt notice that i get many negative remarks from my teachers.

ouh my god.

my hair is long, and there is some highlights on it.

but, that dosent mean im spoil.

rite?

and, stand up for our own right does not = RUDE.

okay, thats my way.

went jamming yesterday.

vocalist, drummer?

hahahaa.

we made our own song.

yeahh, its nice.

we are not an experience group, but we are lead by an experience member.

cool cool.

so, stay tune.

i'll publish it in youtube one day.

okay go!

finally exams over.

and that means, stress free day ahead.

14 more days to hari raya.

wohoooo.

no school day tomorow as its marking day.

school close on 26 october.

wtfcuk, who cares.

i won't be in school always even there is lesson.

no use, as exams has ended.

later, going out to meet the rest.

going geylang at night.

okay best.

ok go!

sorry for not blogging for the past few days.

FRIDAY

geography paper was okay okay.

but, i slept for an hour and that cause me not attempting the questions perfectly.

after that, went home straight and meet the rest to settle some problems.

off to boon lay at 2.30 p.m to meet Lala.

reach boon lay only an hour later.

sat down under the void deck to "study".

hahahaa, then off to town to eat and walk walk.

finally, accompany her to meet her friends at esplanade.

Lala, i miss you.

SATURDAY

wake up late today around 3.00 p.m.

and yeah, my cough is getting even worse.

went to greandmas house to buker puase.

okay, its funny after hearing the uncles and aunties stories.

best best.

and psi = 150.

oh my god, the haze is getting thicker.

maybe, thats the cause of my dreadful cough.

TODAY

waiting for their phone calls or sms.

im getting bored at home.

and left two more papers to go.

chemistry tommorow and art on tuesday.

yar, i havent even started on my prep work for art.

die die die.

i just need help.

im choosing the theme in the green and will be doing on recyclable items.

give me ideas by my tagboard.

thanks.

okay go!

finally, im done with my 60 % art.

now, its only left with the 40 %.

five more days till the end of final year examination.

and now, i guess, i will better do art on my own to prevent any misunderstanding.

and you, thanks.

life is just full of obstacle.

but, we need to face it one by one to ensure that everything can end peacefully.

now, i will start blogging properly.

to readers, forget about my stupid previous post.

yeah, im too emotional?

dont like it?

then, fcuk off my blogspot.

had english and social studies exam today.

its not that hard after all.

thanks to void deck guys for the help.

and today, is also the day i've been looking forward to.

but, it all ended with tragic feelings.

art is still incomplete.

and, now i feel that art sucks as there is many assignment and some problems.

fie and fazli, thanks.

you are right, i have many enemies out there.

well, thats life.

its all a stupid thing.

we settled the problem already.

to those out there, dont extra extra want to help with our problems.

thanks.

i'll go with my promise.

a promise is a promise.

thats what i keep in mind.

to the readers who hates me and hate my way of life,

dont tag at my tagboard.

i prefer you guys to talk the shits straight to my face.

thanks.

i still hate school.

and sometimes, i hate life.

school is just uncool for me now.

i just want to pass with flying colours and get to sec 4NA next year.

and after exam, i'll get many MC's to escape school.

best best.

to you,

you know who you are.

your calculator are still with me and that picture of your name still remain as my screensaver till now.

im so sorry.

just, i don't want to feel awkard when i saw you tomorow.

sorry once again.