hello pretty readers. okay, im having a great mood today. well, some people had been complaining about me always blogging about gadissekolahadalahCINTA. so yeahh, today im still blogging about that, or should i say, everyday! hahahaa, and yeahh, i'll share about what happen today too.

so yeahh, i had to wake up early this few days as i need to meet hamimmah at another location as shes sleeping over at her aunt's house. and now, i feel so geared up for school = i love school as gadissekolahadalahCINTA. so, today's lesson was quite boring which really makes me head down on the table. thanks to the cold-windy-rainy-weather! and yeahh, ive completed my first board for my n' level art. and i feel so stress-free. after school, had mldds training, 12 solid days to SYF and left with 6 training session. and time is running out! i just hope we maintain to get straight silver or even get a gold for our team. insyallah. after mldds, proceed to meet my fellow members and we chit chat till 0900 pm. and now im facing the computer with the song 'just so you know' piercing out of the speaker. i just loved that song! till here, much love!

and again, gadissekolahadalahCINTA really made my day. in fact she made my day everyday. "when you are too in love to let it go".

when you are too in love that you can't let it go.

i actually get this phrase from hudaa when she was in love with someone that takes her time to forget him. well, im in her situation right now. my mates told me to forget about her as im only wasting my bloody time running after her. but, it seems that i can't forget her easily as im too in love that i can't let it go. and now, im going to move on with what i had promised earlier. i will stay there and won't go away. gadissekolahadalahCINTA.

im happy when you are there just now. and yeahhh. finally you speak. hahahaha, gadissekolahadalahcinta.

i'm truly in love. and those words that you said just now really touched my heart. and yeahh, it makes my eyes flooded with tears and it rolled down slowly. and now, i feel that my efforts was not much wasted. and i swear that i won't leave you and stay hold like you say so. so don't worry eventhough you are pretty confused about your feeling towards me. i will still get into you day by day. thanks for the meaningful short conversation.

till monday, gadissekolahadalahCINTA.

"when you are too in love that you can't let it go"

this time, i'm fcuking into someone. its like the first time in my life going and running after someone for a long period of time. i know that you don't react and maybe, won't react? and its saddening to hear that people hate me as i helped you recently on your board. due to that, i've received a handful of enemy and even lame quarrels. however, i really don't mind. sometimes, when your dear friends told me about your impression towards me, i really turned out to be happy. but, when we met each other, i felt that what your friends say about your feelings just don't exist. and that's the time i felt like giving up on you. but after that, some gave me hope by telling me that you are into me too. and that really makes me to get into you further eventhough what happen. in the end, i always felt that i have to give up. and the cycle goes on and on. i wish there's a pretty fullstop for this.

after deciding wheter to go for my night class, i finally agreed. ran home with the cold evening rain showering on me and the tiredness that's killing me. i'm really eager to meet you just know. upon reaching class, i sensed that you were absent. and yeah, its true, you was not present although you told me that you are going. okay, i just miss you. and, its hard to contact you this few weeks. i wish for a miracle to happen.

i'm so into you right now, and i hope what your dear friends told me is true. coz, i'm really delighted about it. i just hope its worth running after you. till here. gadissekolahadalahCINTA.

gadissekolahadalahCINTA

my friends told me to give up on you as you didn't react at all.

however, i don't agree, coz this feeling is fcuking real.

schoolgirlisLOVE

happy birthday to NURUL AHHYIN and SITI FIE.

i hope the both of you will succeed in life and stay healthy always.

much love.

well, i really love going to school nowadays. and, THE SCHOOLMATES were always there to make my day. however, there are just some kids who go around badmouthing us. ouh my god, did i just mention the word kids? ouh, its the fact anyway, some of them tend to be so immatured! i just pity those kind of kids.

can anyone or at least someone tell me whats wrong with wearing apparels from Topshop and Topman? we just love the designs of the stuffs there. i bet you guys also love it too! yeahh, the kids thinks that we are bragging about what we wear. can the kids there just mind their own business? we never brag.

and i also don't get it when these kids gets jealous over THE SCHOOLMATES? is it because we are too close and had fun when we had the chance to unite? ouh my, KIDS, get a life, THE SCHOOLMATES is love. and yeahh, THE SCHOOLMATES are just a term to name my group of nice friends. is that also a problem to those kids? why don't you kids form a group of yourself then?

and worse, i pity those kids who keep badmouthing about us just for the sake of making people to hate us. is that the way to increase your manpower to make a group called anti-schoolmates? but, can't you kids see? till now, none of the nice humans out there hates us. we just love everyone lahh. one thing, i know, those kids are just big time jealous about the way we bond. and the kids are so immature that some even pull in parents to fight for this minor problem. in fact, its not minor at all, its a no problem.

and yeahh, i don't mind if you keep hating us! any more kids out there who detest us? and yeahhh, WE, THE SCHOOLMATES love everyone including those kids. thanks you guys who support us instead of those kids.

and yeahh, GADISSEKOLAHADALAHCINTA always make my day.

GADISSEKOLAHADALAHCINTA.

i hope its worth running after you.

because, i fcuking love you.

FRIDAY-SATURDAY

it was a tonning session with THE WATCHOUT MATES. i actually have two groups of close mates which is THE SCHOOLMATES and THE WATCHOUT MATES. well, basically both group consist of fun and hyper kids with different personality. i just love all of of them ahh. to whom who detest us? you're welcome to hate us, but do get ready for an everlasting words of pain.

so, it was already 2.45 pm. my parents was non-stop talking shits about my recent school results. why just parents this days gave negative remarks and negative hopes to their children instead of supporting them and hoping for the best on them? for me, i've really improved on my results, but they kept comparing their past with this modernize day. fcuk them, i get change and walked out of the house.

met up with helmi at pasir ris and bought stuffs for the tonning session. took 403 and off to pasir ris pit 53. rid, syaf, zaini, ida, shameer, debbie and firdaus was already waiting for our arrival. once we arrived and salam-ed each other, the bbq-ing started. we had fun in the afternoon with playing soccer, shifting tents, bbbq-ing and eating. at 12 midnight, all of us sat in a circle and tuned in to Ria 89.7 fm. we listened to the ghost stories and it really makes shiver to death. after the ghost stories shared by the radio Dj, we then shared our own experience of ghost stories. and we then continued talking about the history of THE WATCHOUT MATES. it was a saddening plus interesting stories.

at around 3 am, the couples all went into their tents leaving me, firdaus, helmi and also shameer(as debbie went home early) behind. we then scare ourselves by our extra ghost story that led all of us running and diving into this small tent. thanks to firdaus for making us feel totally scared. after the scary experience we shared stories among us that led to loud laughter. i bet, the makciks and humans at the next pit really get irritated by us. at around 4 am, all of us force ourselves to sleep while shameer and me was still awake. at around 5 pm then the both of us slept and i woke up at 6 am. all thanks to the noise that was contributed by ida's and syaf's phone and also to my 1.5 cm deep cut on my foot. i then force all of them to wake up but all of them was already dead in their sleep. at around 7 am, we then packed our stuffs and took 403 and go our seperate ways. and yeahh, you guys really made my day!

i was glad that my house gate was left unlocked, i then went in and get change. at around 9 am, i went to bed hoping to get at least 4 hrs of sleep before i meet THE SCHOOLMATES. so, i set the alarm at 1.30. instead of 1.30 pm, i set it to 1.30 am. damn it! due to that, i didn't meet them. im so sorry lads and ladettes. so, woke up at 6.45 pm and met zaini for leypak session from 8 pm till night. thats all. much love.

gadissekolahadalahcinta

i effing miss you. on 15 march was the last day i hear from you. till now, i didn't receive any news from you. i hope you are fine. i also don't see you online and updating your blog. and now, i felt so worried. today is sunday, and school will re-open tomorrow. i hope, i will see you early in the morning. cause i fcuking miss you. and yes, gadissekolahadalahCINTA.

listening to the song in my own blog, it makes my emotion run wild. scanning the lyrics of the melodious song one by one, i really felt that i'm in that same state.

seriously, gadissekolahadalahcinta and i'm so into her. and yeah, this feeling is real. i don't really mind about the chatterings of others. one thing for sure, gadisekolahadalahcinta. eventhough some of my mates kept saying that i'm "syiok sendiri". i fcuking don't give a damn. coz why, this feeling is real. it was last month, on the 20+ february when i start smsing gadissekolahadalahcinta eventhough my bill explode. after lots of smsing, i got a big crush on her. and since that day, i love going to school and i looked forward for school every single day. i transferred madrasah for the sake of making my saturdays and sundays free and most importantly, to see gadissekolahadalahcinta. day after day, this feeling called love started to exist. and that was the time when i'm totally into her. we do meet up in school and after school. but, it was just exchanging of smiles and we don't even talk like we used to sms. on 9 of february, thats the time when i get to speak to gadissekolahadalahcinta. and yeahh, that day is love. 9 of february is also the last day we met each other till this very minute. and fcuking yes, i miss gadissekolahadalahcinta.

seriously, gadissekolahadalahcinta.

its been two days since you left singapore for the overseas trip. okay, i seriously miss you right after i gave you a wake up call last two days. and tomorrow, you will be back. i just miss your pretty face, your voice and the non-stop sms from you. i'll definitely wait for your comeback and i'll countdown for your arrival. now, everyone already know that schoolgirlislove.

yesterday was a day out with the schoolmates + fadzil. as usual, we met at compass point at around 0300 pm eventhough we planned to meet at 0200 pm the day before. standard, janji melayu. we then boarded the train to orchard and had our lunch at far east plaza. after the heavy lunch, they followed me to Checks to buy my new sneakers. okay, i love my new shoe. wisma atria is our next destination. ninie bought her clothes at forever 21 and it took her hours to choose the best one. ninie, baju kau lawa laa, got heart heart! then, this was the time when we all get separated. mazlan and fie was already at heeren while me, hudaa and fieqah was still in wisma atria and the rest was sitting outside wisma atria. during that point of time, i then realised that their faces was starting to change mood. fcuked up faces and gloomy faces everywhere. we then walked slowly to somerset and proceed to yew tee for the Karya Tari 07.

this was the time where we was all damn quiet and i can only see fake smiles on their faces in the train. we then arrived yew tee cc at around 0715 pm and we slacked at the block nearby while waiting for hamimmah, ain and fatin's arrival. i then collected all thier tickets and we rushed for our second row sits next to the percussion. finally, the schoolmates started to smile and laugh again. the azpirasi dancers are so professional. they have the memek muka, synchronization, gerak badan & tangan and mostly everything. and i really love the part when cikgu azmi with her daughter and son's dance together. damn happening shit! after the show we slacked at the block nearby again to wait for fatin's father to fetch her. and at that point of time, tears roll down their cheeks. many of them cried and it was saddening. just stay strong you guys! after a tragic minutes of silence, all of us burst with laughter due to hudaa's and mazlan jokes. we then camwhore all the way. at around 1030 pm we went back to the cc to meet cikgu azmi and we proceed home by taking the train to woodlands and 161 to sengkang. what a lovely day. RAKANSEKOLAHADALAHCINTA

gadissekolahadalahcinta
dearest father confiscated your hp. i don't really know how we can communicate. it was rather saddening that tomorrow you will be leaving singapore. and till now, i didn't hear anything from you. i really miss you and i definitely love you, gadisekolah.

what a gorgeous Saturday today. however, my sweet dreams are then being paused by the phone call from ntuc income. damn it, you operator had already crushed my dreams! but nevermind, i forgive you. hahahaa. so after that, headed to the toilet and bathe! and now, i'm sitting and facing the damn lagging computer.

yesterday was the effing unforgettable day of my life. i'm really looking forward for yesterday as it was maybe the last day till school re-open of meeting gadissekolahadalahcinta as she will be going overseas for three days and had plans almost everday. waited for her for almost an hour and get to know that shes still with her friends. okay, i'm really pissed off that time. so, treated her badly by replying her sms in an inconsiderate manner. nurul ahhyin, nareeni, mazlan and me then proceed to ainy's house and i was like so fcuked up all the way. finally, i feel so bad about it and ask for her apology. oi, i love you laa. after slacking at ainy's crib for hours, we then proceed home.

met up with gadissekolahadalahcinta at the 62 bustop with atikah. ouh, and i'm really so delighted. we did talk last night and you really made my day! thanks again.

so, its 10-march-2007 today. and yew tee cc will be helding Karya Tari and Azpirasi will perform. i'm still not sure what i'm gonna wear for this pretty night. i hope its gonna be great. but sadly, gadissekolahadalahcinta can't go. i wish you were there tonight. till here! much love.

gadissekolahadalahcinta

yesterday was the last dance. and im sure im gonna miss you badly. i will be counting till day you come back from overseas. till here, i really miss you.

a normal day in school. and i really love school. and rumours about having air-con in every graduating classes is now already a fact! coz just now, i overheard the conversation between mr. ang and some students. they will install the air-con after this holiday break. this will be definitely great. had ssp after school and did a retest which turned out to be copy-test. and i hope i'll pass my retest. after ssp, proceed to compass point with nurul ainy, nurul ain, fie and ninie. check out the converse sneaker and im gonna buy the green+white sneaker! after lunch at banquet, all of us proceed home. will be meeting nurul ainy and mazlan to do our art later. so yeahh, till here.

a day without you smiling at me will makes my day pretty dull. because of you, my friends get irritated easily when i kept talking about you in class. and when i saw you, i will stop what i'm doing and look at you eventhough you don't realise i'm there. when i received your sms, i felt like the most happiest person on earth eventhough you just reply "okay". i hope that i'm not too over excited on you because i know, you don't even care. however, this feeling is real. next week, you'll be off for three days. okay, i already know that i'll be missing you. and you, i have no more crushes on you. instead, i love you. SCHOOLGIRLISLOVE.

its Tuesday today. and, i always hate Tuesday. its the day when school ends at 2.30 pm, whereby we have to sit at hall from 1.30 pm to 2.30 pm for assembly that will definitely lead to leg cramps and continued by SSP from 2.45 pm to 3.30 pm and mldds training at 3.30 pm till 5.30 pm. and worse, carrying a schoolbag that humans always says "kau bawak batu per pegi skolah?" . hahahaa, so random. due to all those things mention above, i didn't attend school today. here how it goes;

the song tercipta untukku was playing in my mind. and i then realised its my alarm clock! hahahaa, bodoh shit. i switched it off and my mom was already shouting outside forcing my sister to get change quickly as shes late. i then shouted at mother, "ibu, orang malas nak pegi skolah tau". and wow, she agreed but she asked me to pray first. not a problem! like everyone does, "masok toilet, angkat air sembahyang lepas tu masok bilek, tutup pintu and leypak!". that's pretty common nowadays. i wanted to pray all these while, but when i started to be serious, something will pull me from doing it. siak nyer syaitan. back to the story then, called hamimmah just to tell her i'm not going to school so she won't wait. then, messaged nurul ainy, mohd mazlan and fie that i'm not going to school. and most importantly, text-ed schoolgirlislove saying that i'm not going to school. i promise you i will go school everyday okay? and definitely, i want to see you after school ends today! even for a second! we text-ed around 5 to 7 msg and i fall asleep.

here i am now, online with those kids who didn't attend school. two and a half more hours till SSP start. okay serious, SCHOOLGIRLISLOVE.

its pouring heavily! and i really love the beautiful scent of the rain. try smelling it, and you will fall in love with it.

yesterday, a day out with the schoolmates. camwhoring and stuffs. all were there except for mazlan who were absent for the outing. as usual, we went walking all over orchard road. but before that, we went to tan tock seng hospital to visit putri whom was admitted since last month. get well soon! after that, had our lunch at far east plaza and then we proceed to esplanade. there's some sort of function there regarding the chinese new year occasion. okay cool, saw many of them there! and at around 1000 pm, we rushed back to sengkang and slack with mazlan for awhile. and finally, we went home around 1100 pm.

i love the rain, i love the crush, i love you, schoolgirl.

i effing love the cool weather. its raining non-stop hits! okay, aku bedek ah, dier berhenti sekejap jer. from drizzling to raining cats & dogs and back to drizzling and the cycle goes on and on. i hope the weather forecast stays this way everyday . "rain rain go away, come again another day" is a NO NO. i'm pretty sure that you guys love it too rather then the hot sun causing you to sweat. okay, stop it about the weather thingy.

school, im starting to love school. and, i even look forward for school. reason why, i have nice friends, cool teachers and also the "ihaveabigcrushonyou,schoolgirl". i'm loving chemistry and geog eventough i once detest the two subjects as they always pull my combined grades down. and, mldds really rocks my shoes. i hope this will stay forever.

and parents, they had been understanding me all this while and i really appreciate the freedom they gave. maybe ah, they had undergo a seminar on understanding their children. best best, two thumbs up for them! *kiss thumb.

last thing, i wanna promote this book called "man and wife" by Tony Parson to you readers. okay, its a cool novel that will makes you go, "gerek la seyy!". trust me, read it. and yeahh, the other books that was written by Tony Parson are also happening shit! so yeah, so long and take care readers!